13 days!!! I think I invented a new emotion! The nervousexcitedscaredhappyanxious emotion. I am just not sure how I feel!? The best way of putting it is I am vverrryy excited, but nervous at the same time! What if I forget something? What if something goes wrong? AHHHH! It also scares me that I don't know anyone! That has never stopped me before! But still! I have to make all new friends again. Annnddd I have no clue who my room mate is going to be. Can I get lucky twice? Katie and I were a match made in heaven. Hopefulllllyyy my luck hasn't changed! At least I was still in the Pennsylvania before. I could call home at any time if Katie turned out to be a weirdo. In two weeks I am going to be stuck in middle of the ocean with someone I don't know and I won't be able to call home! I can call home, but I have to pay $20 for 13minutes! Whatever. I know I will have the time of my life no matter what kind of weirdo I get stuck with!

I am getting soooo anxious waiting! It seriously feels like it was only last week that I started posting countdowns in my info at like "54 days." Its unbelievable! I think I am pretty much ready. I need to buy a few more things, but the majority of things are bought. Maybe I should have waited to shop! Now I have NOTHING to do all day long. I seriously have done NOTHING. No school and about 6hrs/week of work. I don't really need to shop much...so I just sit at home dreaming of my trip and chatting with others on the discussion board (who are doing the same thing I am--nothing!). I only have two more days of work before I go! When I started at Bath&Body is was just for Christmas help. I got a lot of hours at Christmas time! Now, they don't have many hours to give. Oh, and they decided to keep me! All of the seasonal workers are done, but they chose to keep a couple of us. (They hired like 60 new employees for xmas! for real, for real!) They know I am leaving, and told me I still have a job there when I get back!! I am so happy cause I love it there (and not to mention all of the great discounts). Fabulous.

I could probably do a lot more with this time if I had a car!! The truck is so annoying and loud. I don't even want to go to Target or anywhere else I need to go if I have to drive the truck. I am seriously sooo depressed about my car. Like reallllllly. But, I should be seeing the money this week. I am going to put it in a CD until I get home in May. I will at least have something to look forward to when I get back--a new car!!! Honestly, I don't want a new car. I want MY CAR back. Gosh, I loved her. Oh well, shit happens. I guess I should just be glad I wasn't in it and it wasn't my fault! Also, I am not going to have to make car payments while I am away. And my dad is happy he doesn't have to pay any insurance on it while I am away. Car insurance for a 20 y/o driving a sports car is not cheap. Soooo we will have a little financial break while I am gone. I guess some good things have come out of it. But I still seriously cry about it. Literally cry. :(

Ok, well I am out!